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Internship
Newsletter: December 2005
Internship at Christmas: Self Care
By Debra Ost, M.Div. ’05, Luther Seminary
Oh my gosh! I can’t believe I ate the whole thing… Many of us
know the miserable feeling of having overfilled our plates and our
stomachs during the holidays.
Maybe, for you, the memory is still
fresh in your mind after the Thanksgiving meal. It’s no wonder that
every holiday season we are also offered a variety of helpful hints
to help us avoid the hazard of overeating. There is no shortage of
good advice, much of which can also be helpful to intern pastors
tempted with piling way too much onto an already “full plate” during
the Christmas season. Let’s look at a few of these suggestions:*
Divide your plate into four
quadrants. Decide what you’ll put in each quadrant so
that your meal will be well-balanced. Satisfy your hunger and your
taste buds - in moderation. This means you need to be selective
about what goes on your plate and on your schedule. Make sure your
activities are well balanced – nourishing for your body, mind and
soul. You’ll have many choices to make between family, congregation,
friends and self. There are many ways you might divide and name the
compartments on your plate. But remember, you can’t do everything
that comes your way any more than you can eat a full plate of each
item on the table. Give yourself permission to say “No Thanks” to
some things but at the same time, leave room for dessert. During the
Christmas season, treat yourself to a few things that you truly
enjoy doing. Maybe it’s the neighborhood skating party or cutting
your own Christmas tree. Whatever it is, don’t feel guilty about the
time spent on your own needs. Counting calories is helpful only to a
point.
Leave the leftovers.
It maybe seemed like a good idea to have lots of turkey, dressing
and gravy left for the weekend, but perhaps you found that your
success in maintaining moderation on Thursday was undone by nibbling
your way through Friday and Saturday. Likewise, be careful about
managing December by setting yourself up for disaster in January.
Some events and gatherings that don’t fit onto your plate before
Christmas might simply have to happen without you. Look very
carefully at your upcoming schedule before you suggest to anyone
(other than your bishop), “Let’s get together in January.” This
December might be the perfect time to “Just say no.”
Serve yourself with your non-dominant
hand. When you do this, the effort expended and your
clumsiness will prevent you from piling too much onto your plate.
Just try it! Not only that, whether you’re passing the serving bowls
around the table or standing in the buffet line, using your
non-dominant hand will increase your awareness of how filling your
plate impacts others. Uncle George, for instance, might get really
ticked off if it takes you forever to pass him the gravy or if you
leave a huge mess on the table. Although we easily know if we’re
right or left handed, we’re often not so aware of our dominant
personality traits. Now is not the time to begin research on
personality types, but self-awareness can help you find the
necessary balance in the midst of a demanding internship Christmas
season. It can also prevent you from allowing your stresses to
negatively impact your relationships. If you understand yourself to
be a perfectionist, for instance, you recognize that you function
better when things are organized and orderly. You will also be aware
that when your stress level is sky-rocketing, your perfectionism can
make you quite inflexible and judgmental of others, as well as
yourself. By serving yourself with your non-dominant hand, you can,
hopefully, avoid the excesses of your dominant personality trait.
Perfectionist types can do some self-nurturing with spontaneity or
allowing yourself a messy compartment on your plate - or in your
life. Whatever your personality type, it can (and will) be both your
greatest asset and worst shortcoming. A spouse or a trusted friend
can be a valuable resource in helping you identify your dominant
trait so that you can tap into non-dominant, stress-relieving
holiday behaviors.**
Have the pie – just don’t eat the
crust. That seems totally wrongheaded if we’re
talking about Grandma’s homemade pie with crust so flaky and
delicious you hardly need the filling. But truth be told, a pie with
no filling really isn’t pie at all. Crust by itself lacks the
essence of “pie-ness.” It is the stuff to support and carry
something finer and sweeter. In our society, it’s tempting to make
our Christmas pies with thick crusts and very little filling. We
spend lots of time, energy and money on decorating, entertaining and
gift-giving, while Christ, the essence of Christmas, is relegated to
a holiday recipe afterthought. Sadly, even interns, immersed in
telling the Christmas story, can have Christmas pie that is short on
filling. That doesn’t mean you need to toss out all your secular
holiday traditions. But, in order to “put Christ back in Christmas”
you need some regular, quiet time for reflection, prayer, and, in
the words of Bill Smith, spiritual director at Luther Seminary,
“hanging out with God.” This is what fills and nourishes you
spiritually so that you can, in turn, fill and nourish your
congregations.
In summary, your Christmas season as Intern pastor will be more
meaningful and enjoyable if you avoid overfilling your plate and
your schedule to dangerous levels. Be intentional about maintaining
healthy practices that offer you a balance. Say “Yes, Please” to
some things and “No Thanks – Period!” to other things. Be mindful of
your dominant personality traits and how to best live with your
holiday stresses. Most importantly, take time to savor the sweet,
sweet Christ story so that your holiday plate is filled with the
richness and fullness of Christ’s love and grace.
* Joanne Chen, “Outsmarting Holiday
Calories,” Life: America’s Weekend Magazine, November 18, 2005.
** For more information on personality types, see The Wisdom of
the Enneagram: The Complete Guide to Psychological and Spiritual
Growth for the Nine Personality Types, Don Riso and Russ Hudson,
Bantam Books, 1999.
Join the Inklings Club - We meet quarterly

by Laure Schwartz
It was the ELCA Division for Ministry’s idea to
add more points of reporting for intern teams, specifically the new
3 and 9 month reports. I guess I’ll give them full credit for this
good idea. “Good idea?” you might be asking. Join me as I share
one way to look at the internship year’s reporting opportunities.
Marina Wiederkehr in her book A Tree Full of
Angels, Seeing the Holy in the Ordinary, describes a group of
Catholic brothers she once knew who called themselves the
Inklings Club. I don’t know if they were highly organized with
officers and club dues but I got the impression that they cared
about the inklings God was placing on each other’s hearts and met
intentionally to share those inklings. Listening to each other’s
inklings must have left them vulnerable at times, wondering if the
others in this club could be trusted.
As an intern team journeys through this year of
internship and ministry, God is planting inklings; Intern inklings
about himself/herself in this new role; Intern inklings about the
supervisory relationship; Supervisor inklings about himself/herself
in the role of supervisor; Supervisor inklings about how the intern
engages ministry and his/her formation as future pastor. As intern
teams, you may or may not be talking about these inklings together
in weekly meetings. Each of you might feel placed in a vulnerable
position if inklings are shared.
The Inklings Club
shall meet quarterly. Thank goodness.
Reports are tools to intentionally talk about our inklings. Please
remember your CLI contact person and the intern’s candidacy
committee become intentionally involved too. More feelings of
vulnerability could creep in. There could be a temptation to ignore
or deny the quarterly meetings of the Inklings Club – please don’t. Trust. Trust
God, who is with you in this Holy journey, trust yourself, your
supervisor, the candidacy committee, and the CLI contact.
How do you know what your inklings are? Journal. You
will not have trouble completing internship reports if you have been
journaling. Journaling is a safe place to share your inklings.
Marina Wiederkehr writes, “I journal because it is one way of being
present to the life that unfolds on my path each day.” God is
unfolding the paths of both intern and supervisor this year. Both
are going to learn something new about themselves and in this
process, see a clearer picture of the true self God has intended.
Inklings are part of this journey. They are in the reporting
process. They are how we get a glimpse of the unique self God wants
us to be.
One caution about inklings: Inklings are not
meant to harm or damage. If your inkling looks, smells, tastes, or
feels anything like a dagger for yourself or others in the club,
keep journaling! You’ll sort it out in time and be able to share
those inklings in grace and love.
Join the Inklings Club. Commit to the quarterly
meetings. Your dues? Come prepared. Care about the other member’s
inklings, and pray.
ELCA Three-Month Progress Reports Now Due
The ELCA has asked for additional points of reporting the
intern’s progress throughout the internship year. The three-month reports are due
now, one from the
supervisor and one from the intern. Please access this form and the directions from
this web page:
http://www.luthersem.edu/contextual_learning/internship/evaluation/evaluation1.asp.
Remember these are required ELCA forms that you need to
submit
to your candidacy committee and to your seminary’s
Contextual Leadership Initiative Office.
Tips for the Lay Internship Committee

by Elba Selby
The committee has been in full swing now for 3
months….so how’s it going?
Do you feel like your input is important? Are
you spending enough time with the Intern, both formally and
informally? Does the Intern approach you for advice/critique? How
should you respond? Is the Intern settled in and you are
wondering….what now?
There are concrete suggestions in the
online Lay Internship Committee Handbook,
but there are other less tangible areas of an Intern’s development
that need to be considered especially at this time of the year.
This may be one of the few times the Intern has
been away from family at Christmas time. A sense of “being alone”
may surface. Some Interns may want to be invited to “family”
gatherings but others may find it too difficult. It may be
appropriate to remember to include the Intern and give her/him
“permission” to not attend. Such as, “You are invited to attend but
I realize how busy you are and would not feel offended if you are
not able to join us.” The committee can be a safe zone for the
Intern to express their emotions.
It is a busy time of the year for all of
us….imagine what it must be like for an Intern who is also preparing
for advent services, the additional social gatherings of the season
and the intense schedule of Christmas services. It makes me tired
just to think of it! And those that have spouses/children with them
still have responsibilities at home too. It may be an appropriate
time to discuss how these obligations can lead to becoming over
extended. The December meeting may be a good time to remind the
Intern about forming self-care habits that will serve her/him in the
future.
The Lay Committee may feel it is important to
quantify/evaluate the Intern’s progress but it is just as valuable
for the committee and the Intern to take into account those areas of
pastoral development that are not always measurable but just as
necessary for the successful development of a pastor.
Meet Jean Larson

Here are a few things you should know about
Jean Larson:
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She’s taking horseback riding lessons these
days, rekindling a childhood love.
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In October she traveled to Thailand where she
officiated at the wedding of her stepson.
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She’s doing some fascinating teaching and
thinking on creation, chaos and wildfire which she hopes will turn
into a book.
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She skis, bikes, and plays tennis in her
active mode, and reads, plays piano, and does crossword puzzles in
quieter times.
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She spends 2/3 of her time as interim pastor
at Atonement Lutheran in Missoula, Montana, in addition to serving
as the CLI deployed staff person for Region I.
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Jean and son. |
And all of that is just for starters. Jean
describes her own education as “a moveable feast.” B.A. from
Pacific Lutheran University (1975), M.Div. from Yale Divinity
School (1980), (with Lutheranization time required of ELCA students
at ecumenical seminaries well-spent at Trinity), an M.Th. from
Luther (1995) and a sabbatical semester at Harvard Divinity School
as a Merrill Fellow (spring, 2001). She was a parish pastor in
Montana, and for a decade the campus pastor at the University of
Montana.
Jean is married to Daniel Kemmis, who directs
the Center for the Rocky Mountain West at the University of Montana
and is active in local politics. Two sons are in college and
Daniel’s four mostly grown children have welcomed Jean warmly into
the clan. One grandchild, too!
Jean’s breadth and depth of experience and her
boundless energy and passion make her an excellent mentor for
interns and supervisors. CLI considers itself lucky to have her!
Editor's Column: Relax and Enjoy Christmas!

by Steve McKinley
What I am about to confess might make me
persona non grata around the seminary campuses. In the circles
of theological academia it is definitely incorrect politically and
maybe theologically. But confession is good for the soul, so here
goes.
On Wednesday, November 16, one of my daughters
called me to report that two Twin Cities radio stations had gone to
their all-Christmas-music format and I immediately gave those two
stations preference on my car radio. By the time you read these
words I will have been listening to Christmas music for two weeks.
Here’s something I wonder about: both of these
stations identify them as “the Twin Cities official Christmas music
station.” It’s that “official” word that gets me. Did
the mayors or the city councils of Minneapolis and St. Paul get
together and issue a joint resolution on this matter? Did the
suburbs have any voice? And is it further evidence of
incompetent government that the title was given to two different
stations? Anyway…
Just to make things worse. I do love the
sacred music of this season and every year we make it a point to
take in at least one concert featuring one of the college choirs or
some other outstanding choral group lifting up the great classics
and a few new works. Back in my parish pastor days I was pretty
fussy about not scheduling Christmas music until, well, maybe the
Sunday before Christmas. (Of course in the last six or seven
years I spent in parish ministry we observed a six-week Advent, but
that’s another story.) Now that I
am not a parish pastor, I
dare to confess that I am inspired by some Christmas music that is
decidedly religious but seldom found in Lutheran churches. Harry
Belafonte and “Mary’s Boy Child”. Wynonna and Kenny Rogers and
“Mary Did You Know?” Even worse, I also love the “pop” Christmas
music. The Beach Boys singing about “Little Saint Nick.” Brenda
Lee “Rockin’ Around the Christmas Tree.” Bing Crosby and “White
Christmas.” Gene Autry and “Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer.” Alvin
and the Chipmunks. The Bare-Naked Ladies with the “Elf’s Lament.”
Even…dare I admit this?...Vince Vance and the Valiants with “All I
Want for Christmas Is You.” Hearing that music makes the season all
the more special for me.
Like my idol Jimmy Buffett I’m working on
“growing older but not up.” I still have a child-like love of
Christmas. This is my favorite time of the year.
It’s popular in pastoral circles to be grinch-like
about Christmas, and interns can easily get pulled into that orbit.
We lament about the busy-ness and the commercialism and all that,
doing our best to be, well, serious and reverent and “spiritual”
(whatever that means) about Christmas.
I fear that we get into taking ourselves too
seriously. (We cannot take the gospel too seriously. We cannot
take the ministry too seriously. We can take ourselves too
seriously.) Plenty to do? Sure, there’s plenty to do. But a lot
of what there is to do involves planning worship, developing
sermons, sharing communion with the homebound, etc. I don’t know
about you, but that’s what I went into ministry to do. After
December 1, most people are much less eager to have meetings. I did
not go into ministry to go to meetings. So what we’re busy with is
“the good stuff.”
And if folks around us are feeling a little
more cheerful because of the garish decorations on their houses,
feeling inspired by that light-up scene of Santa kneeling by the
Bethlehem manger while Frosty the Snowman looks over his shoulder…is
this a bad thing? It may be a theological travesty, but if somehow
people are being moved to be a little kinder to each other, a little
more generous…is that something to complain about? Now it might be
sad that the only way many Americans can think of to do that is by
buying and giving “stuff”…but is the sentiment something for us to
complain about? I could never get into that.
This is a stressful month. There’s a great
article by Deb Ost above on self-care during the Christmas season. Read it. Take care of yourself. And then do the really radical thing: allow
yourself to enjoy it!
Looking Back at Internship

by Barbara Punch, M.Div. Senior, PLTS
“I thank my God every time I remember you,
constantly praying with joy in every one of my prayers for all of
you, because of your sharing in the gospel from the first day until
now….It is right for me to think this way about all of you, because
you hold me in your heart, for all of you share in God’s grace with
me….For God is my witness, how I long for all of you with the
compassion of Christ Jesus”(Phil 3:3-8).
We were sitting in the Chapel at PLTS, the
small group that gathers on Monday mornings in that cavernous space
for Morning Praise. This was the reading. Tears welled up in my eyes
as I thought of my internship congregation. I realized that I knew
what Paul meant about missing his people, I missed my congregation.
In one short year, it had become truly my congregation. They had
welcomed me with open arms, tactfully given me the feedback I
requested as if they were making a deposit in their own future. They
had patiently smiled when I scrambled the Aaronic blessing during
the blessing part of our service, and joyfully sung all the African
hymns I chose. They carried me through the time of my father’s
death, allowing me the extra time I needed as trustee of his estate.
One couple met my brother and me at the airport as we returned from
Dad’s memorial service. I will never forget them standing there with
flowers and insisting on taking us out to dinner, even though our
plane had been seriously delayed.
Through many individual meetings, I had come to
know these people very well. I knew about the heartbreak over the
incarcerated son, the anxiety over the lawsuit that might restore
their job after two years of waiting. I had heard the stories of how
couples who had been married over 50 years first met, and the
growing-up stories of their kids, the ones I knew as men with
college-age sons of their own. They had heard my stories, too, and
we were knit together into a communion through these stories and our
worship and work together.
As I sat in chapel that Monday morning I
realized that I missed them terribly, not only because we had come
to know each other so well, but because when I stood before them in
my new alb on Sunday mornings, I had come to see God in them. We
truly were Christ’s Body for and with each other. I had been humbled
and honored to be their pastor, and I suddenly realized how
comfortable I had become thinking of myself that way. Not only did I
miss them, I missed being their intern pastor.
As a second (or is it third or fourth?)-career
candidate, I have always regarded the opportunity to return to
school as a treat. Putting life on hold for the four years of study
often felt like chance to play, an indulgence in my later years. But
now my heart is divided. As much as I love being back on campus to
learn and enjoy community life, I miss being the pastor of God’s
people. I miss living their joys and sorrows with them, being the
one to lift up God’s presence in our midst, to say with the Apostle
Paul, “I am confident of this, that the one who began a good work
among you will bring it to completion by the day of Jesus Christ”
(Phil 1:6).
Barbara Punch, currently a senior at PLTS,
served her internship at Redeemer Lutheran Church in Portland,
Oregon, where she worked with supervisor Terry Allen Moe.
Report from Internship: Mexico City

by Leslie Williamson, International Horizon Intern –
Mexico City
Before leaving to begin my internship year, I avidly read A
People’s Guide to Mexico so as to prepare myself as well as
possible. Inside of it one can find information on vaccinations,
possible vacation destinations, Spanish colloquialisms and more. It
also contains a section on Mexican culture, and within this part of
the book, the author really unleashes his knowledge, showing his
deep love for the intricacies and oddities of Mexican life. My
favorite was when he described the Mexican penchant for parties or
as they are named here “pachangas.”
For example, here at The Lutheran Church of the
Good Shepherd the pastoral team spent most of October readying
ourselves to celebrate Reformation Sunday. Flyers and announcements
were made with gusto. Friends were invited and the Sunday was
treated by all as an important opportunity for evangelism. A
committee planned for the communal “comida” (something similar to a
potluck). We had games for the children, including “Pin the 95
Thesis on Wittenberg Cathedral” (see photo, left) and “Toss the Indulgences in the
Trash.” Special voices and instruments were heard in worship. The
traditional “A Mighty Fortress is our God” was sung in English and
Spanish. And Sofia and Enoc, who work with the children’s ministry,
produced a play on the life of Luther complete with PowerPoint
slides and a curtained stage that would put any theater to shame.
If you haven’t already discerned, Reformation
Day is a big deal for Mexican Lutherans. This is, of course, due in
part to the fact that the country remains almost entirely Catholic
in religious practice. Many of our members are indeed ex-Catholics,
and some share stories of their frustrations with the Catholic
Church in Mexico. But I think even more than this, the care with
which this day was approached shows off the ability of Mexicans to
throw a really great party, focusing sincerely on Luther’s teaching
and having a knock-down-drag-out time of it as well. In fact, the
festivities didn’t wind down until around 4:00pm, hours after a
potluck would have ended in the U.S.
All the energy my Mexican brothers and sisters put into this day
helped to remind me of its significance as well. It’s easy in
Minnesota, where so many Lutherans abound, to take the reforms
Luther made for granted. But here in Mexico, where the Lutheran
church is small but strong and the Catholic Church is large and
loud, these reforms still retain their original liberating message.
Being the good Lutheran I am, I do believe it
to be the most important message for us to hear. As I daily look at
the realities of poverty and wealth in this country, I must admit
that I get discouraged, even to the point of despair. My anger and
sadness overwhelm me, and for the first time I am truly beginning to
understand the message of the prophetic books. I am examining my own
life in light of these discoveries, and wondering about how to be a
Christian and a pastor.
As I struggle to make sense of a world in which
some children live in ramshackle shanties and attend schools with
pits of sand for playgrounds and classrooms smaller than my bedroom,
as I struggle to make sense of the neighborhood in which I live,
where the houses are guarded by twelve foot walls with electric wire
on the top and there are so many malls I hardly feel that I have
left the United States, all I can do is cry and cling to the cross.
Remembering Luther’s important message, remembering to look to
Christ’s death and sacrifice, I find the flicker of hope that keeps
me going. As I preached last Sunday on the Parable of the Ten
Bridesmaids, it’s by turning to Christ that we receive the oil
sufficient to carry us through all our days on this earth. I feel
Christ at work in me each and every day here, filling me with a
crazy faith that looks at all the trials and tribulations, all the
parties and celebrations and says Praise the name of my Lord and
Savior Jesus Christ, King of Heaven and King of Earth, King of Joys
and King of Sorrows! Praise him now and evermore! Amen.
Be sure to check out Leslie and Mark's
Mexico Internship Blog!
Intern Team Cluster Notes

by Laure Schwartz
Fall cluster events gave us a chance to
dialogue with each other about taking risks, share thoughts on
pastoral mentoring and supervision, and be present for each other in
worship and the informal conversations. The small group time with
supervisors was very insightful. We discussed similarities of a
potter using a tool called a rib and God using a tool called
mentoring to help “shape the vessel.” God, The Potter, is uniquely
creating. One wise pastor, also a professional potter, noted how he
cannot even begin to use the potter’s rib until he has kneaded the
clay or put another way, built a relationship with it. Another wise
pastor added that supervisors, as the rib, cannot do anything
without the hand of The Potter. The rib does not act on its own. It
can’t. Each vessel is unique, not to resemble the rib, but to be
truly itself – a vessel for the Gospel. How does each of us get a
glimpse at that truest self? Taking risks is part of that journey.
May each intern team, risk, dialogue, explore, worship, and pray
together.
CLI Staff Meeting at PLTS, November 10-11

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(Standing, from left:) Margy Schmitt-Ager, Alicia Vargas, Kate
Sterner, Steve McKinley, Laure Schwartz, Jean Larson, Rod
Maeker. Seated, from left: Elba Selby, PLTS president Phyllis
Anderson, Randy Nelson, PLTS dean of students and registrar
Cheryl Heuer. |
It's no easy trick to get the whole CLI staff together! With two
campuses and three deployed faculty, it takes some coordination and
to get everyone to trek to one place. But we all made it to Berkeley
in November--well, all of us except Dan Dornfield. Someone had to
stay behind in St. Paul and answer the phones. ("CLI Supreme
Chancellor Dan Dornfeld speaking. How may I help you?")
| Rod Maeker, Randy Nelson and Laure Schwartz:
Experienced travelers taking on the San Francisco airport trams.
"Please set luggage cart brake to on." |
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Say, do you have a great story or photo from your wonderful internship that
you'd like to share? Send it to
Steve McKinley,
our newsletter editor, and tell him about it.
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