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Internship
Newsletter: April 2006
The Journey and The Little Engine that Could

by Ruby Narucki, intern at Trinity Lutheran Church,
North Bethesda, MD
Most
of us remember the book, The Little Engine that Could by
Watty Piper. I was delighted to remember this book during a recent
train ride up to Princeton, NJ. It had been 20 years since I had
taken a train. I heard the loud speakers in the station announce,
"All aboard, regional 176 to NY boarding on track 12!" I got
excited, it sounded familiar and safe. I settled into my seat. The
train left the station with the nostalgic toot, toot, chug, chug. We
were on our way. Thoughts of The Little Engine that Could
were dancing through my head. I wished I’d brought Agatha Christie’s
Murder on the Orient Express instead of the mystery I had.
After a while I got up and went five cars up to the café car. I had
a big smile on my face as I entered the vestibule where the cars are
connected. I held onto the rails and watched the swaying of the cars
and listened to the rhythmic click, click, click. I remembered a
more congenial time in America. "Chug, chug, chug. Puff, puff, puff.
Ding-dong, ding-dong. The train rumbled over the tracks. She was a
happy little train."
Boarding the train on the way home was much the same except it was
evening, pouring rain and the train was full. Forty minutes into the
trip the lights in the cabin started going on and off. Somewhere
between Philadelphia and Wilmington the train came to a sudden stop.
The lights in the cabin went out and it was pitch black. There was
an eerie silence. All you could hear was the pouring rain on the
roof. People were leaning into the aisles looking back and fourth.
The generators kicked in. Some lights came on in the vestibules.
That morning there had been reported delays on the trains out of NY.
The cause, possible terrorist threats.
A few minutes went by with no news. People began making cell phone
calls to their loved ones. Over the speakers we were told that we
had engine trouble and were to disembark onto the tracks in the
rain. The fear was palpable. Voices raised asking questions of the
conductors and each other. "What is it? What’s going on? Is it
terrorists? Are we in danger?" Eventually they decided to tow us
back to Philadelphia. After much misdirection, someone remarked,
"Where is the little engine that could when you need her?" Three
hours later we were on our way again.
During the remainder of the trip I reflected on how hard I was
praying and how frightened I had become. I was reminded of another
journey. Jesus and his disciples were at sea and a great storm came
up suddenly. Jesus was asleep. The disciples called for Jesus (much
like I did and no doubt many others). The disciples were full of
fear and anxiety. The Lord was with them in the boat, yet they were
caught up in the event. The disciples actually thought they were
dying. They yelled "Master, Master we are perishing!" (Lk 8:24)
The Bible is full of ordinary life events that become lessons for us
because the stories involve wrestling with faith and trust in God.
God is looking to meet us where we are. God is with us always. Life
events toss us around and it becomes difficult to land on our feet.
Faith is a great solace during these stressful times. However, in
the throes of the circumstances that create fear and doubt many of
us lose ourselves to the event. We can lose faith and courage and
not experience the presence of God who comes to us within our midst
through Jesus’ love and compassion which surpasses all
understanding. Whatever the contours of our journey may be, we are
safe in the knowledge that Jesus is with us always.
Randy is Recovering

“Beware the Ides of March” and all that. On the Ides of March (March
15, for those of you who never studied Julius Caesar by Mr.
Shakespeare) CLI Head Honcho Randy Nelson had hip replacement
surgery. Within four days he was at home, within five days he was
hosting a staff meeting at his home, and within six days he was back
in the office. He is, however, slowed temporarily but healing well
and looking forward to shoulder surgery in a few weeks.
"Where are you from?"
Rod Maeker, CLI and
Cross-Cultural Education

When
I go into stores in Minnesota, I don’t have to say too many words in
my Texas drawl before people look at me sort of funny and then
slightly incline their head to listen with curiosity. The brave ones
will ask, “Where are you from?” I tell them that I come from a part
of Texas called West Texas where the wind and sand blow so hard that
it will take the paint off a car. And, because of that West Texans
don’t buy or sell real estate—we just swap!
Yes, I grew up on a cotton and dairy farm near Lubbock, Texas, where
the wind and sand do blow so fiercely that farmers have to use a
special implement called a “sand fighter” during the spring season
so that their freshly planted cotton and other crops will not be
destroyed by blowing sandy soil. I spent many hours on a tractor
with a bad muffler pulling this implement --battling the wind and
elements. That probably explains my hearing loss and why I now
require hearing aids.
Rather than go to Texas Tech in the big city of Lubbock, I chose to
go to Texas Lutheran College where I majored in sociology and
minored in history. Two major things stand out in my memory from
that educational experience. First, my Volkswagen kept ending up
inside “Old Main” in front of the door of the president’s office or
inside the kennel of the college’s Bulldog mascot. For some reason,
my roommate thought it belonged there. Second, this was the place
where I met my spouse, Nancy, whose maiden name was Egg. Needless to
say, we decided not to hyphenate our last names (Egg-Maeker) when we
got married.
Wartburg Theological Seminary is my seminary alma mater and I
completed a wonderful internship at St. Peter Lutheran Church in
Spokane, Washington. After graduating from seminary, my first call
was to Trinity Lutheran Church,
near Stonewall, Texas, where one of
our nearest neighbors was former President, Lyndon B. Johnson. For a
wet-behind-the-ears seminary graduate and new pastor, this was a bit
stressful. Nancy and I never knew when LBJ and Lady Bird would show
up or who he would bring with him–one Sunday he brought Laurence
Rockefeller and three U.S. Congress members to church. To say the
least, ministry contexts are a surprise, and I learned a great deal
about politics and raw political power while there.
After serving parishes in Victoria and Austin, Texas, one of the
most challenging opportunities of my ministry was the development of
a new congregation in Dallas, Texas. The site was a community in the
Oak Cliff section of Dallas where white flight had resulted in a 95%
African American community. As pastors, Nancy and I were challenged
to rethink all that we had previously learned in light of the
realities of this context and the needs of the community. It was a
crash course in “Reading the Audience.” This ministry, more than
anything else, prepared me for my responsibilities at Luther
Seminary.
Spouse Nancy is now Bishop’s Associate in the St. Paul Area Synod.
We have three children and four grandchildren, all of whom are a
real joy! Beth and her husband, Mark, are pastors at churches in the
Minneapolis Area Synod. Paul and wife, Akiko, live in Japan where he
teaches English at Kobe College. Jeremy is Assistant Manager at
T-Mobile cell phones.
It is a real joy to plan and manage Cross-Cultural Experiences at
Luther Seminary. The payoff is listening to students and hearing how
their world view and vision for mission and ministry have developed
and been transformed through their Cross-Cultural Experiences!
Editor's Column: Keep Preaching It to Itchy
Ears

by Steve McKinley
Several years ago I had a book published by a major church
publisher, initials AF. I was certain that this was the express
route to great fame and fortune, the best seller lists and a movie
deal, but somehow it didn’t work out that way. Over the years I’ve
made enough on that book to make a down payment on a Yugo. Not buy
it outright, mind you, but make a down payment on it. The good folks
at that publishing house send me royalties twice a year. So much for
domestic sales, so much for foreign sales, so much for discount
sales, minus books returned. You better believe minus. In one of the
statements a while back, they calculated that I owed them money.
So maybe it was just the bile of sour grapes bubbling up in my
throat that made me feel ill when I read of another pastor who just
got a book deal with an advance of $13 million. (His initials are
not RW.) Apparently the publisher looked at the success of this
author’s last book, which has been on the best-seller lists for over
18 months, and concluded that the next one would be a winner, too.
But I would like to think that a modicum of theology contributed to
my illness.
You see, when that current best-seller came out, the publisher sent
me a free copy, suggesting that I could market it in the
congregation I was then serving and in the process both extend the
kingdom and make a pretty penny. For the congregation, of course.
Finding the proposition interesting, I read some of the book. Some
of it.
Far be it from me to be harshly critical, but it was the worst pile
of saccharine spiritual goo I have ever read in my life. Made the
greeting cards of Helen Steiner Rice sound like Karl Barth. The
whole idea was that God is just waiting to pile blessing after
blessing on you and that you need to be aggressive in claiming your
blessings and going out after what you want, since God wants to give
it to you. The best parking place. The most perfect spouse. The
car/house/vacation of your dreams. God is just waiting to give you
those things. The cynic in me says that it is not surprising that
such garbage becomes a best-seller, since this is just the kind of
thing people love to hear.
I’ll tell you how much I disliked that book. I’m one of those old
duffers who consider books holy objects, worthy of honor and
reverence. But I threw this one away. Didn’t even recycle it. Put it
in the garbage.
Here’s one thing I missed in that best-seller: the cross. Here’s
another: law and gospel. And another: any call to discipleship.
Granted that these ideas do not have the immediate glitz of barrels
full of blessings, but they still seem to have a prominent place in the
New Testament.
So I think of those millions out there reading through this garbage
and mistaking it for Christianity. And those millions who are just
waiting for the author’s next book, the $13 million book. There is
no reason to believe it will be different from the first.
And
I think of you out there, interns and supervisors. I think of you,
with your people reading this junk. I think of you, with your people
sending it to the best seller lists. I do not absolve myself. Those
folks I taught and counseled and worked with and preached to for all
those years….they are buying this junk, too. I think of that famous
passage from 2 Timothy: For the time is coming when people will not
put up with sound doctrine, but having itching ears, they will
accumulate for themselves teachers to suit their own desires. There
seems to be an epidemic of itchy ears around.
So I ask one thing of you as we enter into Holy Week and Easter,
though I would ask this of you all year: Preach Christ and Christ
crucified. Feed your people the real stuff. The world will give them
plenty of spiritual junk food, and pay the junk food purveyors well
for their trouble. Whether they know it or not, your people are
relying on you for the true nourishment that sustains. We all are.
There might not be $13 million in it for you, but do it any way.
Notes from Randy

Randy A. Nelson
Another
Staff Transition: Dan Dornfeld has served as office assistant in
the CLI office at Luther for over a year. Dan concluded his work
with the CLI on Wednesday, March 29. As of April 1st Dan is ordained
to the ministry of Word and Sacrament, and has accepted a call to
serve as the
Youth Ministries Pastor for
Good
Shepherd Lutheran Church in Bismarck, North Dakota. Dan has been
a valued and valuable asset to the CLI team and his colleagues wish
him well as he begins his service in the ELCA as a pastor. Godspeed,
Dan!
Internship Placements: Those of you currently on internship
can probably still remember what it was like for you at this time
last year as the internship placement process was coming to its
conclusion. The CLI staff met on March 20 and 21 to begin to put
internship recommendations together. That work continues through the
end of March. When all is said and done almost 120 interns will
receive internship placement recommendations. Students will be
informed on Monday, April 3 and pastors and congregations on Friday,
April 7. In the midst of busy Lenten activities, I invite you to
offer a prayer on behalf of your colleagues, interns and
supervisors, who will constitute the next group of internship teams
in the Western Mission Cluster.
Honorable mention: One of our interns, Sarah
Scherschligt, was quoted in a
recent ELCA news release covering a March 27 interfaith service
and rally for just immigration reform in Washington DC. Sarah,
intern at Luther Place Memorial Church, spoke at the
rally. You may remember her also as the author of
this article in last month's
Ministry in Context
newsletter. Well done, Sarah!
It's Hard to Believe

…that
there are a few interns and supervisors and lay teams who have not
-- yes, they have not -- submitted the mid-year (six
month) evaluation forms everyone should have completed some time
ago. Hard to believe, but true. If by chance you happen to be one of
those, please, please, please, we beg of you…turn it in!
For the Lay Committee: About Evaluations 
by Randy A. Nelson
I
sometimes like to describe internship as preparing to do ministry by
engaging in ministry under supervision. In other words, we learn how
to be a pastor by taking on the role of pastor and performing the
tasks of ministry in a framework of guidance and support. As an
example, think about preaching. We can learn about preaching through
studying the methods, goals, and techniques of preaching and by
listening to good preachers, etc., but most, if not all, of us will
finally become preachers only by preaching. The importance of
gaining experience in what it is that we want to do well is
something that all of us can affirm.
What sometimes can get ignored or lost, however, is the fact that
experience, in and of itself if not reflected upon, does not finally
teach anything. We all know persons of whom it can be said--"s/he
didn't learn anything from that experience." For such persons,
experience is just one thing after another and that leads to making
the same mistake time after time after time. It is not the
experience that is lacking; it is the commitment to reflect on that
experience, to assess it, to probe for its meaning, to discover what
about it "worked" and what didn't, and to make decisions about
future behavior having learned from that experience.
The internship mid-year evaluation process is simply a way to be
involved in the process of reflecting on experience in an
intentional way. It is paying attention to the rubric "under
supervision" which distinguishes internship from a job. Mid-year
evaluations are not about definitive judgments, character
determination, or career decisions. Their goal is more modest but no
less important.
Mid-year evaluations simply acknowledge the fact that a lot has
happened up to this point, that a whole lot has been experienced,
and that now is a good time to step back, bring that experience to
conscious awareness, and see what can be or has been learned in the
variety of areas in which the intern has been engaged. That
reflective process needs the input of parsons from the variety of
perspectives: members of the internship committee who have observed
the intern in various contexts and been present with the intern in
various dimensions of the ministry, a supervisor whose own pastoral
identity is a resource for offering support and feedback, and the
intern who knows from the inside what the experience has been like.
When the reflective process is done well it both affirms and
gives direction. It marks growth while encouraging new effort. It
gives meaning to the past but opens up the future. Above all, it
acknowledges that experience, when assessed and reflected upon,
truly is the best teacher in learning the art and crafts of
ministry.
| April 20-21 |
Northern Minnesota Cluster at Camp Knutson |
Laure Schwartz |
| April 24-25 |
Dakotas Cluster at Maryvale Retreat Center,
Valley City, ND |
Steve McKinley |
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April 25 |
Twin Cities Metro North Cluster at Redeemer, Minneapolis |
Laure Schwartz |
| May 1-2 |
Oregon Cluster at Menucha Retreat Center,
Portland |
Jean Larson |
| May 2 |
Southern Minnesota Cluster at Gustavus Adolphus
College |
Steve McKinley |
| May 4-5 |
Montana
Cluster in Great Falls |
Jean Larson |
| May 4 |
Twin Cities Metro East Cluster at Christ Lutheran on
Capitol Hill, St. Paul |
Laure Schwartz |
| May 4 |
Twin Cities Metro South Cluster at Shepherd of the Lake,
Prior Lake |
Steve McKinley |
| May 15-16 |
Washington Cluster at Dumas Bay Center, Federal
Way (Pre-retreat May
14) |
Jean Larson |
| May 26 |
Arizona Cluster in Tucson, following Grand
Canyon Synod Assembly |
Steve McKinley |
| June 6 |
Colorado Cluster at Abiding Hope, Littleton |
Steve McKinley |
| June 8-9 |
Northern California Cluster at San Damiano
Retreat Center, Danville |
Jean Larson |
| June 19-20 |
Southern California Cluster at Mary & Joseph
Retreat Center, Rancho Palos Verdes |
Jean Larson |
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